Sunday, 9 October 2011

07-09.10.11

pissed again.

He's back again. I dont ask for it.
I dont even talk sweet to him! NO I DONT! obviously not!
but why does he keep coming back?!
saying that it's unfinished matter.
well, it does!
I can be his good friend if he wants to. well, I always trying to be one good friend.
But I think he wants more.
The more I know him, the more I realize that he's not 'the right man', well not for me.
he has no quality that I'm looking for.
He is will-weak you know.... easy to give up... easy to be depressed....

I dont think I need that type. I'm easy to depressed and pretty lazy in person. I need someone who would stand stronger than I do. someone who I can depend on--not someone who can depend on me. NO. big no way.
God, please help me find a man who fits my type. Because I obviously need someone I can depend on these days.

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