Waa...
it's really been a long time since my last trashing.
hahahaha
well... life has been good.
I got no complaint, YET.
but I have one... my novel is cancelled... how annoying is that... ck ck ck. I should have join the competition by Grasindo if they notice me sooner...
no matter..
still trying as hard as I can...
but always finding new block blocking my road. BLOCKS always appear, y'know....
however, it's been satisfying...
I got a good job, make my own money, and such and such and such.
but still no boyfriend...
always nagged to getting married. but I still have a lot to achieve. I want to study, make more money, travel around the world.... I dont want to get "tied" first. boyfriend is okay. husband? I'll have to reconsider...
Lately, I've been feeling empty inside. I dont know why. but the emptiness keep building..
It scares me. really scares me....
perhaps the future scares me?
or losing the chance of having a better future scare me?
I dont know...
T^T
I hope my heart will be getting better...
